These days, I've talked a lot about love & relationships

with my roommates, 'cause she is just obsessed by it

for many days. In fact, I did notice that she was not so

happy on Monday, but I just dare not to ask what happened

on her.


Sometimes, I am full of myself to stand in others' shoes; I think

that she may not want other people to ask her privacy tasks, yet,

that night, she just couldn't control herself and cried out.

I admitted that this really scared me!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not good at soothing others while they are in bad moods;

I should really reflect on this ><

 

Many times, I wonder deeply that what on earth love is.

Unfortunately, I have no experience on this kinda things, so

lots of thoughts are just out of my imaginations.

 

In my thought,

the first love maybe some sweet and a bit astringent....

you may try your best to focus all your attention on the other part;

you may be obsessed while your BF is not in a good mood;

your emotion will be up and down with your BF;

the first love is unforgettable and always remembered;

whatelse? In fact, that's all I guess.....


Sometimes, friends may ask me why not make a right

guy to accompany you; you can do lots of things together.....

To tell the truth, first, I really have no idea what is the meaning

of "right, idea"? Second, I still don't find one who really match

and understand me well....... Third, I am a hot-tempered person,

= = it's hard to find a mild-tempered person who can bear my

temper............but do not tell me to try once.......

I can't keep this mentality of "just trying one".....

In my perception, love maybe a game for somebody, but not for

me. So, before I really find the right guy(and unlucky guy XD), I

would rather stay alone.

 

Now, I think that it's not a big deal to be alone; instead, I am used

to doing things by myself. But the flawness is that when someone

want to go with me, I would feel uneasy...........= =

Ha.....it's weird of me........


Falling in Love maybe easy, however,

letting go may not as easy as the former.......

How poor my roommate is.