This afternoon, I had a quarrel with Mom, in fact, just for a trivial thing.
But I didn't get why I EXPLODED; everything just went naturally.
I admit that shouting out toward her is my bad.......
Whatever.........there did exist a moment that tears blured my eyes and hers.
Sometimes, I really hate my short-tempered personality. I thought that if I keep
single for the rest of my life, then it must be the reason of my bad temper.
Accordingly, I have to learn how to make myself live happier even though nobody is
willing to get into my world. Besides, one important thing that I get to remind myself
is that never let nagtive emotion last over 30 mins.
First, dark emotion makes people fatigue and old.
Second, bad emotion induces more nagtive emtions and
thereby one can sink into a nagtive feedback and never cheer up.
Last, those emotion makes one stuck in his or her own world forever.
In fact, I hold my face too seriously, not knowing and reluctant to
appologize first. Seldom admitting my fault in front of other,
I keep so called self-esteem too seriously sometimes not knowing for what.
Just adjust personality step by step........haste brings no success.....